A day In the Life of An Ironic Guy

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Friday, March 31, 2006

March Moves; Mundane Mysteries of life

Whew, another month has been wrapped up. Without me knowing, I have already posted 8 blogs for this month, a record it is. Maybe, this months gives me a roller-coster ride with life with feelings ranging from excitement, to happiness, to loneliness, to heartbreaking to surprising.

I started to write a blog for the third installment of the year via my thoughts and feelings on the much hyped Rustom Confession (The Rustom Confession) inside Kuya's house. it leads to self actualization to make sure of what am I in my own perspective of views. Many may labeled may as gay because of the way I move, this feminine like moves and action I have is attributed to the fact that I grew up in an almost all girl family. I lost my father at such early age and I grew up with my mother, my sister , my grandma and my tita's and beautiful cousins around.

This month, I have watched the highly sensationalized and critically acclaimed flick Brokeback Mountain (In Tears ) , a one of its kind film that showed unprecendented love of two cowboys who both shared the same feelings for each other. The film by the way won as best film for the Golden Globe Awards while it was crushed by the movie CRASH over the Oscar's best picture plum.

With the movie's unparalleled love theme, i have came to my own lovestory this month via a going down to memory lane with reign ( Nostalgic Conversation ) , it was indeed a refreshing way of making the flame alive inside me. I love you reign. You are my life.

In the field of love, its a paradox indeed. I remember an SMS message from raver with thoughts like this... Life is a paradox. What you want isnt really what you get. What you get isnt really permanent. What is permanent is really boring.... True enough, life much with love's complixities causes anxiety to everyone around. Just like what happen to my three friends who have encounter dilemma in the cupids world. (Dr Love, Am I? ) Speaking of dilemma, me and borj again was cought in a web of entanglement when Chino purportedly on a fabricated situation of lies and hypocrisy (Random Thoughts ). Nevertheless, we extended our hands to show that friendship we have is for real.( The Child In Us )

And as the paradox of life continues, people like borj really deserved to be applauded. He succesfully made and i proclaim him an artist extraordinaire The Logo

I capped the month with real people with a night of steamy encounter, foods, and sensible conversation and a great laughters. Whatta Night . Its really a good feeling to be with people whom you feel security and great camaraderie with no pretensions and deception.

March. Moving towards the ambiguities of life. Mundane things come in surprising manner, I just took it the way it is. And so far, the month ended with a big bang. Whatta month!!!!

FOR THIS Month
Books: Angels and Demons by Dan Brown, i completed reading this prequel of The Da Vinci Code and its worth the bucks i spent to grab a copy for this one. Amazing and spectacular indeed.
Music: Kris Lawrence's When I see you smile is a great listening pleasure to me this month, in between Kamikaze's Narda song.
TV: its PBB celebrity edition still that cought me glued on the idiot box, while the funny antics of Princess Lulu delighted anew my TV viewing habit
Movie: Well its still Brokeback Mountain to top the list. and FEARLESS wasnt really a nice movie worthy of my time. hahaha

~jayR

Thursday, March 02, 2006

February Facades; Facets of Life Unveiled

February it is. A month full of heartwarming kisses and love { Much Ado About Valentines } But this isnt what the exodus of the year seemed to be for me and for whats happening around.

I started my february blogging with my sympathy on the stampede at the ultra { Stampede! } which cost lives of filipinos who put their destiny on game of luck.

My sangfroid state-like love month was devoted on reading the controversial Dan Brown's novel The Da Vinci Code { Da Vinci Code } to the point that i get hooked to such controversial point and found myself in the National Bookstore premise reading the counter-attack novel which is "Cracking Da Vinci Code".

The desultory circle of acquaintances widened with Rain whom we have first of firsts, whatever that means. Melvin showed his therapeutic skills into a soothing tired and exhausted body of mortals around. Huh! A new acquaintance with that guy named nathan which i never did have an idea why he is interested in knowing me. haha. the hell i care though.

Middle of the month, an unexpected twist paved the way into the calmness of my life as Chino from nowehere and with no reasons, has invaded my inbox anew { Two Messages Received } . Prior to our meeting again, I met Borj at McDo one fine lazy afternoon. I missed the days where our polemic shots on certain issues increased gradually the bonding which we nurtured through our nights of togetherness. Such indolent afternoon of eating sundae , chicken McDo and Mcspaghetti was eclipsed by a comrade looking scalawag in his worn-out clothing inside the foodchain. But borj's erudite appeal managed to steal the stares of the people around away from the third party. The meeting was short but was fruitful enough for I have pass on the request i ask for him. haha.

My long time internet buddy jess made his fair share of the month of unexpected twist which entices into a night of unforgettable drama unfolding. whew!

But things get into a helluva twisted ride when Chino and I meet again. At the mall we met though as always he was still in tarry consuming decades before he arrived, we capped such a night to take the desultory friendship rose to life once again. NOt the stares and smile could wash away my skeptical criticisms on him about his newly fashioned or should i say fashioned-victimized look { He Came Back! }

What a complicated february it is

And to make a more complications out of complicated things, heres one big secret for you to unveiled. inspired by the encryptions from DA Vinci Code, i too made my own cryptology 101. haha

"i am the living tribute to the divine proportion"

1168
AXE BUS I MAIL
SO OVEN JAIL
THINK MONEY LONG HEAVEN

decode it if you can, haha

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FOR THIS MONTH:

REaders Digest; Texting Mr Right, i think this is one hell of a love story. Very nice
Music; Heaven Knows (this angel has flown away from me) by Orange and lemons, i dont know why everytime i hear the song, it made me shiver ...lolz...
television; i get hook anew to the teleserye ng totoong buhay, pinoy big brother celebrity edition, from the inspiring rudy, to beautiful bianca to funny budoy and true person keanna, every housemates just gave me a great time off from work.
AND OF COURSE, the logo which i commissioned borj to do, im excited to see the outcome of what i have conceptualized., ill post it here once its finish.

~jayR