A day In the Life of An Ironic Guy

my thoughts feelings and everything in between that affects my life as an individual and as a member of the society chronicled for your reading pleasure

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Thursday, October 27, 2005

A PSYCH TEST

I got this forwarded message from jay which is quite interesting. I shared this to all my close buddies and only one of them got the right answer.

A story about a girl:
While at the funeral of her own mother, she met this guy whom she did not know. She thought this guy was amazing, so much her dream guy she believed him to be, that she fell in love with him there and then. A few days later the girl killed her own sister!


Question: What is her motive in killing her sister?

HMMMM,,,would you know?

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Jason Code

Anecdote: Borj was trying to make a story and told us that he was with Aaron in G-mall to watch Da Vinci Code not knowing that Da Vinci code is only a book and has not yet been filmed. Rommel and I burst into laughters and Borj just laugh the loophole of his story, hence, the title of this blog.

It hurts when someone you hold dear has forgotten you. This is what happen to Borj. He has forgotten the JayR that he knew in the past. My only consolation there is that I still am in his heart. Yes I knew it.

"Hi ironicjayR, Im very much ok now. Galing kami Magellan's cross, Uwi kami Davao tomorrow. Wala nagbago sakin physically. Meet ta this week ha. Memorize ko pa naman ang downtown."

That was Borj's message which gave me the hope that the once lovely tandem we had will have its new chapter, a new beginning, a new twist in this game called life, a new journey back to our paradise.

"Davao nako. Let's meet up tomorrow. Dun sa Cheers na sabi mo"
"ugma kita ta ha. SA Cheers 5:30 naa nako didto. Kaw una tagad ha kay wala ko kahinumdom nimo"


My heart leaps in joy for i am excited for the meeting after a month of great longing. A time to relive the fantasies again and establish the tower that has slowly shattered into ground zero. Good to know that before it reaches its final destruction, a new hope sprout to regain its towering glory.

October 19, 2005
5:15pm:

I hurriedly put off my work. Shut down the computer, arrange my table and prepared myself to see Borj Again. Rommel gave a missed call. One, two, three miss calls.

5:30

I reach claveria in front of Cheers. I texted Borj for his whereabouts. Rommel told me that he will be meeting with Borj too. There i Saw him on the other side of the road. I went to him and we talk. While we were talking, Borj passed by and there Rommel followed him.
Si JayR, Rommel introduced me to Borj. And there I go I hugged him a bit and felt his presence. I was really happy and ecstatic to see the same old Borj that I learned to love. The chinito look again! huh!

We went up. Consumed several minutes deciding which food to order until we end up ordering two egg sandwich for me and Borj, a glass of mangoe juice and ice tea for him, while Rommel had his stomach filled with his Mami and a glass of ice tea.

There we go. At first we werent able to say anything. We wanted to ask questions yet our minds were just preoccupied with the longing deep within. Staring at each others in great anticipation for the night ahead.

Goin down to the memory lane, we remembered that that was the place we were when we bid farewell to each other as he was accordingly on his final trail towards home. That ambiance of the night reenergize the emotion filled room backgrounded by a music so lovingly suited to unmatch its melody.

We talk about the past. All about the past. The people we were connected with, the adventures and misadventures we had, the things we did, we talked, the places we went, and everything that comes to mind including much of our sexcapades.

In between takes, silence domain the table and allowed a few minutes of stares, smiles and laughters in the end.

Whoa what a night of reminiscing and great outlook for tomorrow. I love the feeling i had that very moment.

8:00 pm

The waiters told us that they're gonna be close. Hmm we get out of the place and started our seemingly unending stroll around the city. From claveria, pass by UM, straight towards San Pedro. Decided to continue the walk till we reach Ilustre. During the walk, more often than not, silence reigned.

We reach at NEt express Ilustre, stayed there for a couple of minutes. WE finally get out and continue the walk. WE pass by Taps and there we saw Mark and Aaron. Borj did not join Rommel in mingling with the two. When i check his heartbet, its faster than usual, i really dont know what it means. AFtewhich we eat. I only consumed a can of coca cola while Borj ordered a glass of coffee to match with his ordered egg (i dunno whats the name of that street food which obviously doesnt fit with my tastebud). Stayed there for quite sometimes and still talk about people and oh well not again SEX!

I texted Harry to tell him about Borj, but the former is on a videoke session with his other friends. So there we go, we continued our stroll. Huh! we were like turtles walking in the streets, talking and laughing everything out. We were brought by our feets to Net express Bonifacio but decided to go back. Back to Bolton and finally had a stop at Jollibee Bolton. Ordered three jolly spaghetti and talk talk talk and talk again.

Harry texted me that he saw the three of us. Inside Jollibee I saw my fuckin friend Mark (sorry for the word, haha). AFter consuming our spaghetti, talking unending web of past events, talking about that ceratin jollibee crew, the cute people that coming to the store, the by passers, we finally decided to leave when Borj compalained about a severe pain on back of his neck. Huh! twas something that bothered me really.

We continued our walk until we bid Rommel goodbye. We both proceed to Jollibee San Pedro and there talk for hours, enjoying the rest of the night reminiscing about the life we once had. Whoa! what a lovely scene it was. Two mortals into the night of visiting the past and its entangled web of twists and turns. Hugs, stares, smiles, all these and more to cap the night together.

Borj, thanks for comin back. You're still the man! Continue rockin dude.

I love you.....

~jayR

Friday, October 07, 2005

The Voice

I hate it when I miss someone. I hate to recall the laughters and tears of yesterdays. I want to live my life today and prepare for my grand tomorrow. Yet, i cannot escape from my past. THe past would still be there for me.

Last night, while i was lying on a couch watching the idiot box, the phone rang. My niece received the call and told me somebody's lookin for me at the other end.
Hmmm, i was a bit lazy to get out of the couch and take the call. Seconds passed, i did get into the phone.

"Can i speak with JayR"

The very first thing that came to mind upon hearing the line with such a soothing voice was borj. Yeah it was his voice. The voice which i was longing to hear this past few days. I miss this friend of mine. He's been into his journey way back home. The last time i saw him was the time we had a short talk at Cheers. The last time he texted me was when he told me he's having a hard time. The last time i texted him, Scott was the one who replied. I texted her mother but the she was in the office that time and Borj wasnt there.

And there you go, last night, everything seem to be in a magic realism that i saw in the teleserye Vietnam Rose, where the fulfillment of a fantasy is in action. Whoa! what a nice feeling it is.

I miss Borj

I miss your company

I miss the laughters we had shared

I miss your i love you's, hugs and kisses

I miss you

In time our path will cross again.

When you have completed your journey back home

Sunday, October 02, 2005

I Miss . . ..
Have experience sometimes when you are not doing anything, you are just looking at life's ironies , creating fantasies and weaving dreams for tomorrow and yet without you realizing, tears have flowed down to your cheeks?

This is exactly what i am feeling right now. This one boring sunday afternoon. I decided to leave the house and join the techno savvy in the internet world.

And now, here i am writing a piece of my mind, my emotions and everything in between.
I miss Bohol... Yes i miss my hometown where i was born and raised. Lots of memories i left there, I miss my friends there, my family , my relatives. i miss Bohol a lot, i miss the simple life i lived there. whoa!!!! I hope can come home soon again...

I miss schooling. Yes! i love to go to school and enhance my wits. I miss the pressure from school papers, projects and everything that is student stuffs. I miss the four walls of the classrooms, the strict teachers, the boring ones, the lively and beautiful one's whom i idolized.

I miss my girlfriend. Though we are of the same place, its been months since we saw each other. Yes, we dont actually have time for each other. Whatever the outcome for this no-meeting-relationship, that remains to be seen.

I miss my friends.

I miss the wits, the beauty and everything that I can see in Borj. I miss his company. I hope we can get together soon.

Hmmmm, I will miss LR, his gift of gab, his chinito look, his childish acts, i will miss him now that he is destined for cagayan de oro. So long my friend. Till we meet again.

Hay, i miss everyone. I miss happiness. I miss love....

waaaaaaaaaa, whats seem to be happening to me... anyone can tell?