A day In the Life of An Ironic Guy

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Sunday, May 29, 2005

BROKEN VOW

It was unusual . . .

twas rare . . .

but twas pure love

real and genuine...

though unusual

though rare

you can see it you can feel it

and then

all of the sudden

twas gone for good

it ended up where it was started

huh!

its quite a long travel already together

but it was tiresome

enough is enough

the vows made shattered into pieces of unfulfilled dreams

it hurts

yet i have to take it as it is

goodbye


this has been your ironicguy bidding farewell

now signing off

HOW ABOUT YOU, ARE ALL YOUR VOWS BEEN KEPT AS IT IS?

Saturday, May 28, 2005

CONNECT

Last night, no friday night out, right after office went home for good. Relaxing after the day's hectic and much pressured mind.

While watching the boobtube the telephone rang, and viola, the other line is looking for someone named jayR,....hmmm who else, but me..haha

We talk and talk about anything and everything that comes to mind, some funny and naughty things we laugh together, some politically correct insinuations of things we argued together, some hot issues we shared our views together. Pretty much of a convee that caters all the topics under the sun.

We started the conversation before ten oclock and we ended it past 12 midnight. huh! its been a long fruitful, enjoyable talk we had. Though there were times when there was silence that dominates yet we managed to broke the ice again and continued our journey towards knowing each other.

The tet-a-tet we had could not have ended if i did not gave up. Yes my new friend is still very much alive and kickin at that very hour. huh!

Before we close and put back the receiver on the rack, my newly found friend told me his impressions on me...

that what a description it was...!!!! and i love those...hahaha

hedgehog a new found friend....

this has been your ironicguy gaining a friend

now signing off

HAVE YOU TRIED TO BEFRIEND A TOTAL STRANGER LATELY? , what happen then ? or if not, TRY IT, and be amazed of the excitement it brought!

Thursday, May 26, 2005

PANGS OF LETTING GO

and there you are, creating yet another blog entry and so here i am again, responding to your blog.

finally i have come to my senses! and i now understand every words that you spoke from your heart, every stare that you made from your pleading eyes and every smile that you created with your loving lips.

yet i still cant deny the longing i had for you, the emptiness you left at me hanging on, the sadness those blogs brought in me , but then time thought me the word courage to face reality and as such, i finally found my freedom from the shadow of your presence.

Now i have the guts to say goodbye to the the tandem that never was a foundation other than mere words and smile and stare! thats why the wind just blew it off, though we still hang on there, the fact that other human interrupted, i forbid to cling on....i refuse to hang on, and i did say

good bye

thank you

im tired

im exhausted

im free

its enough!

this is your ironicguy examing life's ironies


life is simple, ironic it may seem because of the complexities it brought in.

Thursday, May 19, 2005

WALKOUT

Hmmmm , i had obviously a great trouble last night.

Well the night started fine but then it turn the other way around when i have discovered something which made me fool along these days in someone else's eyes. Yes maybe that person has something to prove but then i could not take it for i look really fool with the situation. I did not understand what i felt on that very moment, i wanted to shout, my innermost being seem to have something that is about to burst! an anger, i dont really know what to do.

After the dinner, well, i did pay the meal, then stage my walk out.

Its been days of having a so many crossroads that came my way, and now, i wanted to walk the straight way ahead.

this has been your ironicguy walking out

now signing off

life is simple, ironic it may seem because of the complexities it brought in.

Monday, May 16, 2005

FOUND

Finally i am now at ease for i know my friend is safe and sound as to where he is right now. His long absence made us all his friends worry of his whereabouts. Yesterday when i check in the cyberworld, he macked me and here's an excerpt of our convee... I intend to cut off some parts to preserve our privacy...

cOoL_cHiNiTo20m> wahahahaha
cOoL_cHiNiTo20m> musta na bro?
ironicJayR> ok lang...
ironicJayR> ikaw naunsa naman ka
cOoL_cHiNiTo20m> ok lng pud
cOoL_cHiNiTo20m> buhi pa
ironicJayR> its been quite a while
ironicJayR> yah..buhi pa tawn...fresh from bohol
cOoL_cHiNiTo20m> hahahaha
cOoL_cHiNiTo20m> asa diay ka jay?
ironicJayR> ikaw...buti buhay ka pa
cOoL_cHiNiTo20m> buang ka
cOoL_cHiNiTo20m> ako pa
ironicJayR> ahahahha
cOoL_cHiNiTo20m> masamang damo
ironicJayR> ano na number mo ngayon
cOoL_cHiNiTo20m> bwahahahaa
ironicJayR> korek!
cOoL_cHiNiTo20m> 0928268****
ironicJayR> okies
ironicJayR> la na ka suncell karon....? unlimited ba ka now/.
cOoL_cHiNiTo20m> nop
cOoL_cHiNiTo20m> e
cOoL_cHiNiTo20m> pobre ko
ironicJayR> ahahaha
ironicJayR> \amew
ironicJayR> oiz unsa balita sa imong life
ironicJayR> nag.live in na ka noh
ironicJayR> astilan nimo
cOoL_cHiNiTo20m> buang
cOoL_cHiNiTo20m> live in jud
ironicJayR> ahahahah
ironicJayR> mao man na ingon ni ronyl...
cOoL_cHiNiTo20m> mao
cOoL_cHiNiTo20m> taka lng xa
ironicJayR> hehehe,, ang mokong nag.tour around pinas
cOoL_cHiNiTo20m> chismis
cOoL_cHiNiTo20m> ?
cOoL_cHiNiTo20m> kinsa?
ironicJayR> asus...as if pod dili tinood
cOoL_cHiNiTo20m> same here
ironicJayR> si ronyl gud
cOoL_cHiNiTo20m> ako pud nagtour
ironicJayR> where
cOoL_cHiNiTo20m> baguio
cOoL_cHiNiTo20m> maniala
cOoL_cHiNiTo20m> tagaytay
cOoL_cHiNiTo20m> siarggao
cOoL_cHiNiTo20m> borACAY
cOoL_cHiNiTo20m> og dakak
ironicJayR> sino kasama, bf mo?
cOoL_cHiNiTo20m> yeah
cOoL_cHiNiTo20m> alangan
ironicJayR> naks...
ironicJayR> pasalubong beh
cOoL_cHiNiTo20m> huamana oi
cOoL_cHiNiTo20m> kadtong thursday lng mi abot
ironicJayR> mao ka...
ironicJayR> sta ana ka karon? wer ka naman nagstay ron, sa bf nimo noh?
cOoL_cHiNiTo20m> wala oi
cOoL_cHiNiTo20m> nko matina
ironicJayR> kinsa man imong gipuy.an didto
cOoL_cHiNiTo20m> akong tita
ironicJayR> ah ganun ba... r u goin back to school this comin june
cOoL_cHiNiTo20m> yah
ironicJayR> gud enuf...

this is your ironicguy finding a friend

now signing off
life is simple, ironic it may seem because of the complexities it brought in.

Sunday, May 15, 2005

misunderstood

in response to someone else's blog

I really dont understand it, nor can my senses absorbed from what had transpired in your life, yet i know you are happy now, ill be happy for you then. You have a life to live and you deserve to be happy so whatever your decision may be its you after all who will make your destiny. I know your smart enough to know whats best for you. I hope someday I gonna see a Brian who is much contented and is very successful in life. I may have misunderstood your moves, hopefully i will understand it in the days to come

in defense to my emotional outburst

I cant take what youre trying to show. You made me sit for hours just to make that paper work of yours, yet you were trying to figure out something that is lame if not foolish to be taken into consideration. YOu are reading the lines of the instruction literally without thinking of how such should be made. A college student that you are, should know at least how to give the a detail to make life to what is being asked. You may misunderstood it, you may misunderstood my move, or i may misunderstood you, hopefully, in times, Jell i will be able to prove to you, i was right after all.

in addendum to what has been started

Yes! i was shocked when you came back to life yet my happiness overwhelmed my existece for that very minute you macked me! It only means you never forget me after your long absence! I am happy that you are now safe, i have found the baby LR which i was looking for in my previous blog... i may misunderstood your absence, i hope in the future you can show me how you figure out your life to attained that so called happiness!

in explaining my life's irony

i may live a life less ordinary or should i call it ironic life, i am covered with superficial emotions that has to do with trying to cover up whats within me to be able to live in the norms of the society. Sophisticated it may seem, but take it as part of life's ironies. You may misunderstood every words i spoke as well as with every moves i took, i hope in the future you will learn to accept that it really is my life.


this has been your ironicguy misunderstood

now signing off

life is simple, ironic it may seem because of the complexities it brought in.

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

TRAVELOGUE
My Coming Home to Bohol

WEDNESDAY, April 27, 2005
9:00 pm --- > Aboard Bachelor Express outbound for Butuan, I fall asleep as the bus carried us away from davao. But the cold atmosphere brought about by the bus' aircon shivered me and awakened me through the rest of the travel.

THURSDAY, April 28, 2005
5:15 am --- > Arrived Butuan Bus Terminal
5:30 am --- > Ride a van outbound for Nasipit Pier
6:05 am --- > REached the pier, consumed a Lucky Me La paz batchoy cup noodles to satisfy my hunger. Consumed a pack of a medium size Mr. Chips Barbecue flavored junk food along with a bottle of tropicana orange twister as well as a bottle of flavored Mineral water grapes flavor.

1:20 pm --- > finally aboarding the ship MV Cotabato Princess outbound for Bohol. Deck # A-376
3:00 pm --- > the ship started its voyage, i fall asleep after a rigid texting galore as well as non-stop calls using my sun cellular prepaid sim.
5:00 pm --- > strolled around the ship together with my cousin rhodz and niece sugar. Dropped by at the canteen and consumed a siopao and a pepsi twist in can.
9:15 pm --- > arrived at Jagna Pier. Changed my sim to smart for Bohol except in the city of tagbilaran is a sun dead spot area.
9:45 pm --- > took a bus ride goin home. A 45 minute ride with a PhP 45 peso per head fare of Dory Bus
10:30 pm -- > arrived at my cousins house and took our very late dinner. Had a text brigade with jell till midnight. My tired body then gave up and entered the dreamland.

FRIDAY, April 30 2005
7:15 am --- > woke up early, check my phone with messages from jell from the previous night which i have not replied because i fall asleep.

8:15 am --- > eat my dinner and then went to my lola's ancestral home where i will be staying for the rest of my vacation.

9:00 am --- > reached home! took a bath for my body is cringing for water! hahaha, its alread sticky grrrrrrrrrrrrr...

10:20 am -- > together with my cousins rhods and debbie we went to my grand mother's sister to celebrate with her 86th birthday. A big celebration for her son off from NOrway who came home too.

11:00 --- > LUNCH... lots of foods were there asking for my attention...hahaha... i only eat a stick of pork barbecue, 2pcs of lumpiang shanghai, slices of beefstake (the best ever), and a fried chicken that goes with rice as well as a bottle of coca cola. Though there are still lots of foods to try, my stomach is already full so sorry for the rest of those viands available...hahaha

1:20 --- > Back to my lola's house. On our way we saw Al, a good friend from Cebu whose in for a vacation too. Had a short chat and off we went.

SATURDAY May 1, 2005
9:00 am ---> cousin debbie fetch me for our scheduled party with yet another birthday celebration..hahaha....
2:00 pm ---> after an exhausting partying at my cousins birthday party, we went to Debbie's house and took a rest.
4:00 pm ---> Rhods arrived fresh from the city with a friend. She introduced me to Mr. Ryan G. Tindoy, a hottie 5'10" fair complexion guy.
4:30 pm ---> we hike going up to the ancestral home....hmmmmmmm
5:10 pm ---> i went to my old friend's house talk to him and set a drinking spree for the next day. Ryan then followed me there and we had a drinking spree which resulted to exposing our real talents...haha...singing...we had a videoke till the wee hours. We actually consumed together a case of san miguel beer and to think we havent taken dinner that time yet.
1:30 ---> we went home, Ryan could not go back to the city where he lived for theres no bus at that time already in the province. So he has to sleep at home. Back home i immediately dropped to bed while ryan and rhods eat their dinner. Minutes later Ryan followed me in bed.

MOnday, May 2, 2005
Because of the previous nights drinking session with Ryan, i had a hangover as a result i was logged in bed the entire day. I even ignore my friends who were coming...hahay
7:00 pm --> Ryan's back, according to Rhods he arrived around 3:00 and he was insisting on going back at home so we could meet again and have fun together...yah we did have chemistry and likes each other. hmmmm... instant friendship. As usual, he sleep at home.

Tuesday, May 3, 2005
Its our barrio fiesta.
7:15 am --- > Took a bath, when i finished, there you go ryan is awake, said my morning greeting to him and he asked me why i woke up that early, its because i did attend mass
8:00 am --- > bid farewell to ryan and off i went. He told me i smell too good to be in church..hahaha... when i got back from church, ryan's gone for home. According to his text message, he will be doing his report because its been 4 days since he reported to work his his paper report isnt finish just yet. Well, he is an asset to the company so he dont really worry that much. Mr. Bench is what people call him...hmmmmmmmmmmm

9:00 pm --- > off were ready for disco
9:15 - 2:20 am - > dancing and drinking galore at the disco

Wednesday, May 4, 2005
off to the beach...
12:30 pm --> REach Bohol Beach Club and had our lunch. Had a nice tet-a-tet with my relatives and enjoyed the beach's sand and view of georgeous hunks and babes...
4:00 pm ---> started to swim and enjoyed the water

Thursday, May 5, 2005
10:45 am ---> went to the city to get my ticket
11:30 am ---> arrived at the city. Went to Island City Mall (ICM) the newest mall in Bohol, went to Bench to catch ma friend Ryan. Though its not his lunchbreak yet, he got off to have lunch together.

4:00 pm --- > i had a stroll together with charlene, my classmate way back in elementary.
8:00 pm --- > went to the central district to surf the net together with charlene still. P30 per hour internet rate, huh!
12:00 am ---> arrived home and entered subconscious land

Friday, May 6, 2005
Im off for Davao,
Rhods send me off to the pier at 6:00 , the ship outbound for cagayan started the journey at 7:00. Arrived Cagayan 7:00 oclock in the morning the next day. Board a Rural transit off for davao. Arrived davao at 3:30 pm.

took a rest

prepare for the big night ahead...ahahahha.......hmmmmmmmmm


this is your ironicguy on traveling mode

now signing off

life is simple, ironic it may seem because of the complexities it brought in.