Sorry

Mmmmm, i played on someone hahaha...oh well i should not laugh here for i know i was mean on that...

i shouldnt have made such a foolish act... Twas just a play that i never thought would be bitin by the person concerned...Oh how silly i was, how mean i was, how fool i was...

Serious matters should be dealt seriously,,,but what have i done, instead i toyed the idea of making fun out of it,,,and a disaster of sort happened...mmmm, im sorry for you...im sorry for myself too...

i promise not to do it again..


this is your ironic guy saying sorry


signing off



life is simple, ironic it may seem because of the complexities it brought in.

DAmn Advice :)

Mmmmm, i know its not good to take pity to someone but i cant help it. Mmmm how could not i feel pity for this person for life has been unfair.

When you cry out because you cant do nothing about the situation. You cry out because you feel humiliated, the tears that falls from your eyes cant really be the tears of happiness. Its the tears of in depth sorrow whom you cant take hold on till it disappears from your eyes

Buddy thats life, you need to overcome trials and be the best the you can be.

this is your ironicguy advising....


now signing off


life is simple, ironic it may seem because of the complexities it brought in.

Starting a day Bad

Mmmm, i never thought my day would end up ruined just because of someone who has been a joy to me.

We were civil then when i told him that its over for us. I mean we have to go on separate lives because he has changed and has not been the 'friend' that i used to know. Then series of reactions and confrontations follow.

HOw dare would you say that im coward. Coward because accordingly i am not being true to myself? What else will i need to prove to you? nothing! as in n-o-t-h-i-n-g.

How dare would you say that i have been unfair to you. How come ive been unfair to you josh when all we have to do was to share the joy of the relationship that has prematurely bloom? Am i unfair when i say i have to go because that is not the life i have envisioned myself? Josh was i being unfair when i said i need to look for my place in the sun? Im tired and is exhausted so i must better get out? Am i being unfair to that one josh? Cant you not ask yourself if you were being fair enough to me ? When all you need to do is to get out and make the best of your life and come back when you need to be accompanied? Arent you being unfair with such?

You said I was pathetic! oh well, am I? Is it pathetic to ask why is thing happening the way they are? IS is pathetic to be scrutinizing things? Am i being pathetic when i ask for reasons of things? Oh well, if thats what is meant by the word pathetic to you, then , yes! i am pathetic? So are you happy with that ?

Im a coward? why? whats your basis for saying that. When did my courage being tested that you have witnessed me on bended knees, when, never! never did i act like a coward for i know im strong enough to face the world. I have been in to the greatest trials in life and you should know by now that it made me strong through the years. Arent you the one being coward when all you have to do is to hide in your shadow?

I dont have self discipline? mmm, you're describing yourself baby...

And all those words that you have said, am i worthy of such? You ruined my day josh, dont you know that?

<<===>>

AFter that im off ...

REach mah place, and enters the dreamland...

Just before i entered, my girl gave a ring.........whoa?! i only have 30 minutes to sleep and she disturbed me........grrrrrrrrrrrrr

HOw can people be so rude with me today...

waaaaaaaaaaaaaa, my day in the office was too full of energy draining moment....Grrrr....


this is your ironic guy in bad mood


signing off


life is simple, ironic it may seem because of the complexities it brought in.

cutie cathy........whoa! how can i have you....hehehe 

sexy sexy sexy..........hottie hottie 

how about formality here........mmmmmmmm..daring as usual...sensual at that.......lovely! 

Office girl! hehehe......thats cathy the girl 

Up close and personal with the girl behind the name Mary Catherine....angelic! naks! 

My fantasy...hahaha....the wits, the body and of course glamour par excellance........go girl! 

Early Bird

It was 3:30 am a while ago when i receive a message from baby josh... Hahah the same old message...waaaaaaaaah...baby you woke me up just to read that message! i learned to memorize your line in that sms msg. Anyways, in one way or another, it help because im off to work by 5:00 so after 5 exchange of msgs with him, i get up and took a bath.

Whew the water was too cold. People in the house are still sleeping. And when i get out from the house, they still are. Mmmm, i reach at the office at 4:44. Open the computer and check my mails, my Yg's and friendster.

Nobody's at the office still. Maybe in the coming minutes....

What else


thats all for now


this is your sleepy ironic guy


signing off

life is simple, ironic it may seem because of the complexities it brought in.

CrY oUt the TeaRs

My subscribed horoscope in my phone has this to say: Communication will be unusually hard for you today. Put off expressing your thoughts and feelings to another day. As for now, think what you really want.... Another one says: Actions speak louder than words. Kung meron kulang sa sinasabi mo o may tinatago ko, makikita nila sa mga ginagawa mo. Obvious!

Thanks to this horoscopes, i got the idea how to start this blog.

Oh well, i cant put on my thoughts to another day. Have to express this. And its for you to judge if theres something i have kept inside that i havent show off.

Last night was a terrible night. I really had another night to shed tears. I really didnt able to hold back the tears...they just fall from my eyes.

It all started with a long cellphone conversation with mah friend Dayen. I never thought such conversation will end up to something sad, oh well thats on my side. She really did strike my heart when she open up a topic which i never knew i was really mean to her then. She talks as if she wasnt hurt afterall but then it was a different scenario on my part. I wasnt showing off what i felt, i laugh when she laugh, i tried to hide the guilty feelings within me, I was mean, i was rude then...too bad, i cant do nothing to get back to those times to change what had happened.

an open letter for her:
Dayen, im really sorry from the bottom of my heart, i knew i cant change what had been done. I know you were hurt, and i know how fool i was to be acting like a kid with that article and "fictio-real" series that i wrote. Somehow i have been an added burden to your already burdensome life. Well i dont want to dig deeper on it, but im pretty sure its hard to be bringing that burden within you for years. And here i was, adding insults to injury...mmm, too bad, i was a complete fool when i was trying to use my creative knowledge to write. My sole purpose or should i say main reason for such was unintellectual and was a downright misuse of what God has given me. Im sorry, my heart bleeds for i dont know how i hurt you. You know what after our conversation, i really didnt expect that tears would fall from my eyes. I tried to be strong telling myself that i did nothing but reality bites... it hurts , well, maybe i deserve all the hurtings more than you do...im really sorry friend, i hope in time youll learn to forget what i have done... Hindi ko man maipakita sayo na talagang na nagsisisi ako sa ginawa ko at least man lang paniwalaan mo na ito na ang totoo junnrey na nakilala mo. Ang dating walang imik at hindi nagsasalita ng masasakit. Ewan ko ba at nabago ako ng panahon. At kung kelan mo makita ang dating jr ay di ko pa alam. Eto ako ngayon, masaya pero sa kaloob.looban, pagkatapos mong maipahiwatig sa akin kung gaano ako kasama, naglalaro sa isipan ko bawat minuto ang kawalang ganang maipagpatuloy ang aking buhay. Pero ayokong isipin na tatapusin ko ang buhay ko dahil alam ko rin na diyos lang ang may hawak ng buhay ko.. mahirap lang isipin na walang kamalay malay na tao na wala namang ginagawa sa akin ay lumuha ng dahil sakin, sakit kaya nun! kung kelan ako makaahon sa bagay na to, ang panahon lang ang siyang makapagsasabi, pero sa ngayon, nakatingala ako sa kawalan ng buhay. nanaginip ng gising naway akoy hindi mo nakilala at hindi ka sana lumuha ng ganun ganun na lamang...pasensya na kaibigan, o may karapatan pa kaya ako sa salitang yaon?

Minutes passed after we had our conversation, i received a msg from baby josh... this guy is the one who makes me laugh with his funny antics, so i was eager to read the message but then it was the same old msg that i learned to memorize... we had the confrontation ! oh maybe that word will not quality to adress the exchange of msg we had... its strucks me the second time around in one night...huh!

Josh i knew i was pretty damn fool to be acting like that last night. I was acting totally weird! thats how i see it, when i realized this morning of what i have been doing! Oh well i knew you were very considerate enough not to talk nonesense once and for all just last night to keep up with my emotional outburst from my first encounter of nightmare on the same night. Lam mo baby, ramdam ko naman ang sincerity mo nung sinabi mong wag kitang kalimutan at ang ating samahang nabuo dahilan lang sa isyung binanggit mo. Sabi ko nga sayo hindi yun ang isyu, ako lang talaga ang may sira ng ulo kagabi at ikaw ang napagdiskitahan ko. Walang kamalay malay mong tinanggap yun, sabi mo nga di mo pa rin magets ang kung ano ang nangyari sa kin pero pilit mong inintindi. alam ko naging unfair ako sayo nung sinabi kong kailangan nating mabuhay ng walang kaugnayan sa isat isa, parang iniwan kita sa ere ng ganun ganun na lang.

Kaninang umaga, Masaya ako't andun pa rin ang dating sidney na nakilala ko, ala pa ring sense..hahah (ayan seryoso ako niyan ha, ginamit ko na ang name mo na di ko madalas sabihin)... masaya ako't okay na ulit ang samahan natin nagkakasundo muli ang dalawang taong alang sense. masaya akot nakatawa ka na rin sa huli matapos ang nangyari kagabi, bagamat alam mo na ang mga tawa koy iba sa dating mga halakhak at taliwas sa nararamdaman ko.masaya akot dumating ang isang sidney josh sa buhay ko na di ko naman hinangad...lam ko sasabihin mo na naman na nagdadrama ako, kagaya nung sinabi mo kagabi, pero seryoso ako ngayon dito josh...hindi naman sa lahat ng panhon ay ala akong sense, pero ewan mas masaya nga siguro pag wala akong sense kagaya mo! hehehe... I know madaming mag.iisip ng iba tungkol sa kaibigan kong ito at sa akin, isa lang ang masasabi ko,,,taken from a dialogue in the movie ANak... Ala akong ginawang masama! at wag niyong sabihing MERON MERON MERON, dahil sampalin ko kayo...hahahah...trying to laugh here

Worst of all worst, when such sms exchange took place, my girlfriend started her sermon on me...oh well i knew ive been unfair to her but i do have reasons for such. And i dont want her to be part of my problems for i know she too has it...

Reign, lam ko kung ano ang pagkukulang ko, at alam ko kung paano pilit mo inintindi ang kawalan ko ng time sayo. Dakila kang girlfriend, lam mo ba yun, despite of all of shortcomings youre still there to support me all the way. Nahihihiya na nga ako sayo. Kasi parang i took you for granted na. HIndi sa iniisip kong tanga ka at naging sunod sunuran ka sa nararamdaman mo , pero thankful talga ako at naging part ka ng buhay ko. Nag-iisa ka at alam ko i wont be able to find a girl as understanding as you are. Masakit mang isipin pero tila akoy hindi karapat dapat sa ganyang pagmamahal, at kung anuman ang mangyayari sa samahan natin, at this point in time, nagpapasalamat na ako ng lubusan at akoy tinanggap mo ng buong buo, minahal mo ng walang bahid ng alanganin, at sinuportahan mo sa kung anong kayang suporta na maibigay mo. Sila bay merong ganyang gf? wala...kaya proud akong makilala ka at maging part ng buhay ko. Pero lam mo nman ako, hindi ako masyadong showy pagdating diyan, ayokong ipamukha sa mundo ang kung ano ang meron ako. Tanggap kong di ko kaya ang mundo, napakalaki nito at masyadong malawak para sakupin. Kung saan man ako dadalhin ng aking mga pangarap, naway makasama pa rin kita pagdating ng araw na ang aking mga adhikain at tagumpay ay makamit ko na. Kung hindi man, at least napatunayan mo na mahal mo talga ako, kabaligtaran man ang napatunayan ko sa iyo, sanay maunawaan mo pang lalo pagdating ng panahon.

salamat aking mahal... i love you...

I cried till the wee hours of the night. I shed tears ! I know someone may think crying would make me less of a man, but i put it on the words of Dayen, who the hell cares! Tears is not a sign of cowardice, its an outpouring of emotion to bring out what has to be brought out. To loosen yourself and to lessen the burden kept within. I know im not saying everything here for i know some things are best keep within...

but then i have to cry again...


this is your lonely ironicguy

signing off




life is simple, ironic it may seem because of the complexities it brought in.

POEM

gOT THis frOm mY inBox...wanna share this with you . . .

This has not been broken since 9/11/01, please keep it going...
This has been kept alive and moving since 9/11. In memory of all those who perished this morning; the passengers and the pilots on the United Air and AA flights, the workers in the World Trade Center and the Pentagon, and all the innocent bystanders. Our prayers go out to the friends and families of the deceased.

IF I KNEW

If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more.

If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute
to stop and say "I love you,"
instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.

If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
Well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.

For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything just right.

There will always be another day
to say "I love you,"
And certainly there's another chance
to say our "Anything I can do?"

But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you
and I hope we never forget.

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight.

So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day,

That you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today,
and whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear

Take time to say "I'm sorry,"
"Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay."
And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today.


Send this to at least 10 people to show your support.




life is simple, ironic it may seem because of the complexities it brought in.

SMS EXCHANGE

I've got a text message yesterday that i wanna share with all of you. I forwarded it to almost 30 people and heres what their reactions are:

First thing first. The message that i received came from Jasmin and here it is:

"In life, God doesnt give us the people you want, instead He gives u the people you need, to teach you, to hurt you, to love you and to make you exactly the way God wants you to be".

I then asked the sender to which does she belong? and then i forwarded it to all my friends,,,heres what they have to say:

"To make you exactly the way God wants you to be...." mmmm, why what do you think God wants me to be, am I not what has God planned? ... "Kay mag.madre man ko>" hahaha, no comment!
........ Jasmin
+63918691626*
22:18:33

A Hug of Love
A sweet smile
& A prayer for you... gud pm
this is what mae-anne's response to the forwarded message, thanks for that message, i then asked her to answer the question raised in the forwarded message . And heres her reply:

"2 luv you piliin me" MMMMMM, since when did you start to love me, when all of our past was full of hatred and anger...hahahaha
...... Mae-anne
+63920381640*
22:34:22

And heres what my girlfriends reply to that message:

"Pipol 2 luv u" . mmmm how sweet! hehehe...
"... e pag aku ang magforward ng message na yan, alin ka rin sa mga pipol na yun?" ... ah okey, ask yourself honey!
......mY GiRL
+63918369889*
22:35:14

And a kababayan has this to say
"Dunno" .... waaaaaaaaaa, why is that ?
".... txt u l8r d2 me sa concert ng pinoy idols" ....... waaa, i wish i was there too
...... Cynthia
+63927538850*
22:33:59

Classmate way back in college responded with a forwarded msg

Prayer for a friend
May God listen to ur call
May He uplift when u fall
May God bless as you stand
& gently hold in in His Hands
God bless you ....... oh thanks for that prayer ma friend, but i need the answer...hehehe

"of course all of those ..." what you mean you want to hurt me too...too bad...joke
....... F.marlan
+639106727251
22:45:28

and this one is a nice message forwarded by a colleague...an angel at that...

Go 2 write msg, click options, chose dictionary, go to english and then press the ff #'s: 40926808605669842804064770968076068241, hope u will get the hidden msg.. oh i did get the msg and its cute really

"Piliin ko to lav u"....hahaha, im right with my presumption...joke
.....Lorna2
+0920415034*
22:32:48

and here's the finale, from baby josh, who never understand the message...did you josh?

"teach you how 2 fly.."
wait baby, you're out of the world...what kind of answer is that, its not part of the choices ...lolz...ok.,lemme justify your answer, maybe you wanted to be unique, hahaha...you want me to learn to fly,,,oh like Mulawin characters? lolz...heheh, im not fond of watching such..hehe...anyways, thats great of you josh , thanks
.........Sidney Josh 2
+6392121022*
23:43:22

AND TO THOSE who did not reply thank you...hehehe


thats it my SMS exchange last night.


this is ironicguy

signing off





life is simple, ironic it may seem because of the complexities it brought in.

What makes me happy


To be happy one must know what he wants. One must be able to appreciate everything that is happening. or it could be in another way around, it really depends on how people see and projects the word happiness.

im happy not because i got all what i wanted, im happy because God is good enough to give me people to make my life worth living. people that showed love and care. Baby josh arent you happy? oh yeah, lemme ask ma friend dayen, ur happy arent you? my buddy joie is happy being the way he is , and he is happy everytime i call him for i make him happy according to him,,nah! done nothing in fact, and its good that i too make other people happy...hahha. Raye now is happy im sure. i dont know jepoy's whereabouts and i hope he is happy. cutey cutey james has just celebrated his natal day, and i hope he was happy then, mmm, i know he is.

oh well cant enumerate all of them that makes me happy. Ill just post it when im back to earth. Im just just on cloud 9 right now...lolz

thats it for now

ironic guy signing off....


zzzzzzzzzzzzz

and thats enough to make me happy

bout u , are you happy

life is simple, ironic it may seem because of the complexities it brought in.

The Songs of mY HeaRt


WHEREVER YOU WILL GO
The Calling

So lately, been wondering
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone you'll need love
To light the shadows on your face
If a great wave shall fall and fall upon us all
Then between the sand and stone
Could you make it on your own


CHORUS
If I could, then I would
I'd go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go


And maybe, I'll find out
A way to make it back someday
To watch you, to guide you
Through the darkest of your days
If a great wave shall fall and fall upon us all
Then I hope there's someone out there
Who can bring me back to you


CHORUS


Run away with my heart
Run away with my hope
Run away with my love

I know now, just quite how
My life and love might still go on
In your heart, in your mind
I'll stay with you for all of time


CHORUS


If I could turn back time
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could make you mine
I'll go wherever you will go
I'll go wherever you will go

This is also the fave songs of my buddies who joie, mmm lemme think dayen diba fave mo din ito, si jepoy and of course si baby josh...


***************************

TO WHERE YOU ARE
Josh Groban

Who can say for certain
Maybe you’re still here
I feel you all around me
Your memories so clear
Deep in the stillness
I can hear you speak
You’re still an inspiration

Can it be
That you are mine
Forever love
And you are watching over me
From up above.

chorus
Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for a while
To know you’re there
A breath away's not far to where you are.

Are you gently sleeping
Here inside my dream?
And isn’t faith believing
All power can't be seen

As my heart holds you
Just one beat away
I cherish all you gave me
Everyday

Cause you are mine
Forever love
Watching me
From up above

And I believe
That angels breathe
and that love will live on
And never leave

chorus
Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for a while
To know you’re there
A breath away's not far to where you are.

I know you're there
A breath away's not far to where you are


I dunno why i like this song, perhaps the message,,,mmm josh wat ya think, joie isnt this good, bout u dayen, this good isnt it...oh well, let me add you raye, how do you find this song.?

*********************

SAY THAT YOU LOVE ME

My morning starts to shine
With teardrops in my eyes
And here I am alone starting to realize
That my days would be brighter
If I could learn to hide
The feeling that I have for you
Keeps haunting me inside

Then my days begin
With simple thoughts of you
Hoping that tomorrow will be me and you
Sharing dreams with each other
And making them come true
Holding one another, saying all I need is you

But will you say that you love me
And show me that you care
Say when I need you
You will always be there
But if you go and leave me
(Ooh) This I swear is true
My love will always be with you

Now my nights would end
With just one wish, that's you
To hold me in the dark
And help me make it through
'Cause the pain that's inside me
Would simply melt away
If I had you here with me
And promise me you'd stay

But will you say that you love me
And show me that you care
Say when I need you
You will always be there
But if you go and leave me
(Ooh) This I swear is true
My love will always be with you

But will you say that you love me
And show me that you care
Say when I need you
You will always be there
But if you go and leave me
(Ooh) This I swear is true
My love will always be with you
My love will always
My love will always ooh, ooh
My love will always be with you


mmmm, josh who do you remember by this song,,, dayen cant you not relate to this one,,lolz, . . joie, are you IN in this song? oh well raye, too bad youre cannot qualify for this song...lolz

life is simple, ironic it may seem because of the complexities it brought in.

Sidney Josh,,,dont be deceive by his angelic look for behinhd that facade...is devils advocate at work....lolz 

This is baby josh....gustong binibaby pero di na man baby...babyface nga lang....ma friend, my buddy, my bro....this fuckin hot guy on the pic is  

Leaving

Goodbye, you may agree with me or not, but the word does not justify its existence. wheres the good in goodbye anyway?

NOw i am on the greatest decision so far in my life...hahah, as if its that big deal . Anyway, have decided to leave my own yahoo group which i invested time , effort and sweat just to be able to keep it alive for almost a year and two months. Mmmm, it was kind of a success for i was able to bridge the distance of the people whom we call ourselves IRONICS, for whatever reasons, just leave it to ourselves.

Its hard to leave a group especially if you learned to love the group. Each and everyday Im excited to check for new entries , new post, new msgs, but things have changed now. I have come to a point wherein I have to give in to what my guts and feelings is tellin me... Mmm, nothings serious with this situation, but then, lots of people may ask, especially the ironics, why will i leave the group which i actually created. The answer lies within. And in time it will be known to all when everythings ready.

For now, Ill be off from the group, i have set someone to be the owner, and one moderator. Theyll be incharge to keep IYG alive.

Goodbye ironics

Goodbye IYG

God bless you all

See you when I see again...:)





life is simple, ironic it may seem because of the complexities it brought in.

Maganda ba...mmmm,,ewan! lolz....matalino for sure...ano pa...basta....sino ka nga ba ulit ... ang mag.react ewan ko na lang...hehehe 

Redefining friendship

Friends may vary from one another. They differ on how much impact they have on your life or how they influenced your lifestyle.

AS i continue my quest for life, whoa! im too serious here,,nah! im trying to get serious really, because life after all is a serious game to play....lolz...back to the topic, day by day i meet people, new and old faces alike.

WEll, these new faces will eventually become a part of your life's circle of friends. And then you will end up losin them one by one in times of troubles, luckily none of my friends have gone so far even at worst times in my life...

Whew! im grateful friends are flocking out with me may it be in the lowest times or at the highest time in my life.

Got this friend named rodge, whoa! reminiscent of a character in a popular series on tv called fantaserye... well very brainy ! we can exchange opinions on any given topic and he wont never submit to my ideas,,,hahah, as always i am the one giving in to his side because whatever my opinions are may it be technically right, he can find ways to get into the loopholes...thats what you call wits at par

Mmmm whose next to be called....joie...baby joie ... too young and fresh! mind you this guy is so talented ! may it be singing, acting dancing whatever! name it and he has it! thats versatility at its best. Would you believe he auditioned for star circle national teenquest? well well well..you have to coz this guy really deserve to be IN, unfortunately he was voted out for age reason, his turnin twenty...

whoever this fuckin guy named josh? hahaha... very funny as he always described himself to be but never did i laughed at his jokes...did i josh? mmm lemme think, ah, okay, he actually made me smile a bit....lolz... this fuckin guy (ooops sorry for the term) is kinda romantic and chickboy so you must beware of him...hehehe...all in all, a great friend, a great pal...

Living alone could make one insane so better im starting to look my place under the sun, and actually i enjoyed the heat of the sun...lolz

anyways, next post gonna share with you some other peeps that i may know , this time chicks ...mmmm, hehehe..........

oh wheres now my girfriend, do i have a girlfriend still...nah!



life is simple, ironic it may seem because of the complexities it brought in.

Ramadan thing

Oh today's the end of Ramadan and as declared by the President of the republic, its a non-working holiday, whoa! nice! but then i cant really enjoy the break since bulk of paper works are still waiting for me at the office.

NOnetheless, i have to make myself relax for this is just a rare of the rarest special holiday..heheh

Have nothin to do at home so i jump off and went here in the cafe hoping to find something to relax about..

By the way, got new text buddies, hahaha,,, got them from friendster and mirc... well, they do give me load...lolz.... and other one is my suncell buddy so nothin to worry about loads, unlimited call and text ...

thats it for now

this is ironic guy signing off...




life is simple, ironic it may seem because of the complexities it brought in.

SMILE

yesterday was a tiresome day at the office, too much pressure and needless to say, my body and mind were drained to its limits...whoa! what a day!

when i got off from office, i thought of goin to an internet cafe to check out my blog and put somethin in there, but the weather did not permits, it started to rain, and i had already the fear of being stranded in the middle of the flood so i decided to go home while the rain pours gently still.

I reach mah' place with the rain almost gone...huh! well, i was already in there so no plans of returnin'...

Then a familiar face caught my attention and whoa! a big smile from that person greeted me! mmmm, it was heaven to see people smiling at you, it erases all what seems to be a terrible day at the office.

Smiles! too simple yet it soothes the heart to whoever receives it. i am glad that this person, though not that close to me gives me the sunshine amidst the seemingly dark times. The person never knew it, but then im thankful for givin in the desires of the human hunger for happiness !

MMMM,,,, you may think whoever that person be..........................thats for you to find out......hehehe


thats all for now....im happy!

Give smile and you will beget smile............its good to see people smiling!

:)


life is simple, ironic it may seem because of the complexities it brought in.

Friendster fourth of a series

Here i go again to continue what has been started, hahaha... Anyways, heres the fourth batch of my friendster!

Jeanel - mmmm, newest member as of press time to my friendster list, I need to know more of this friendster before i could say my piece on her.

Jhell - another newbie, mmm, nothing to say! nah! i reserved it when i get to know this friendster of mine!

Jonnah - mmm, something like a girl in the friendster world, embedded with lots of mysteries in itself, haha, im talking nonsense here, anyways, know her and find out for yourself!

Jose Avelino - mmmm, Mr. JAPS, IN THE NAME OF THE GAME, copyrighted daw niya yan! heheh, im an avid reader of his series but he ended it with not much of a fanfare, whatever the reasons are, i hope he'll gonna come up with another series that I may be hooked again...hehe....Go Mr. JAPS!, thats javel, a great writer!

Josephine - the silent girl in the neighborhood, grown up away from the limelight, with only her wits and determination to be on top are her weapon to go against the norms, and now look at her! she's slowly climbing up the ladder towards success!, thats epen, go on mah friend! find your place in the sun!

Joysiebel - ah the girl who popped up in my friendster list! I approved the request and oh askin for every single detail of me, hahaha, i give it anyway! thats joysiebel, too friendly in the unruly world we live in!...whatever that means

Junnil - mmm the account is full, thanks God I managed to get a spot in his list! mmm, is it a big deal to be part of your friendster bro? mm, i hope so! One of the very first friendster in my list!...go on bro junnil, and be a friendster to anybody!

Junroe - another newbie in my list, havent exchange msgs or any other info bout each other, we just have chatted once, and i guess from that time, he never get the chance to go online again....thats junroe, not an ordinary guy in this cyberworld! why i have described him as such, that i dont know! lolz

Justin - mmmm, i hope i got this right, he is a member of star circle batch 6, one of those standout in that batch, thats IF he really is the one im referring to, because in this friendster thing, lots of impostors! go on justin, be the star that you should be!

Kamkam - mmm, a girl that i knew in MIRC chat, bohol channel, or was it sandara park channel, whatever, or wherever, i knew she's pretty much cool, thats kamkam, come to her friendster list to know her better@!

there you have it the fourth batch of my friendster series, mmm, honestly, not so interesting folks because i havent knew them that much, but im pretty sure, they can be great friendsters given the fact that i added them up....hahaha, as if my taste is the basis for choosing friends...nah! whatever you think of me, just follow your guts!


life is simple, ironic it may seem because of the complexities it brought in.

This is my friend Noel and Betchay tying the knot to bond their love before the eyes of God....Best wishes 

Friendster part 3

Before anything, i would like to thank someone who added comment in the part 2 of this series, whoever you are, thank you...

Due to insistent public demand, duh! as if there are any, i will be unravelling the third batch of my friendster series, take a look, you might be interested in adding them up,,, another great line up of intereisting folks


Farah Grace - hmmm, this is the girl to watch out for, not f0r anything else, but she really is a girl to be with when you want a girl for life...too bad, she doesnt give a serious thought on me...lolz... thats gracey, ironic supah girl!

Fortune - oh what a fortune he is to his parents! They have raised a child so smart and dedicated. Well, well, well, i too is fortunate enough to meet this guy,,, thats fortune, a fortune for anybody's circle of friends!

Gladys Joy - lemme see, what a name that best describe this cousin of mine, glad to be joy! naks! And of course im gonna be bias again this time, she's pretty and oh, well S.E.X.Y in the name of the word!, nah! whatever that means, you have to read between the lines. Truly we're of the same genes thats why this is pretty damn good too.,..thats shoy, cuzn terrific beauty par excellance!

Holy Name - formerly Divine Word College, mmm, this is where i gained my degree, well, well, well, im a true HOLY NAMians a.k.a DWCians...move on HNU, be the best and unequalled school in bohol forever!@

Holy Trinity - another alma mater, this time , my high school years, this is where i was nurtured for my foundation in my career! haha, experiences are unforgettable and this school has been a witness of how i become what i am now!, May the Holy triune God Live in our Hearts and In the Hearts of all people AMen!

HTA Bloodline - oh well, another account for my highschool alma mater, this time tracing the roots of each friendster as what batch they belong... The bloodline of Saint Arnold Janseen in the motto of TRUTH IN LOVE!

Hyacinth - a groupmate in KYG, a certified cyber friend who i felt very nice and sincere person. Thats my HYA, go on, girl!

James - oh james, a cute and friendly guy, a friend way back in highschool. Tried to listen to the call of God, but refrain from pursuing it because of worldy care! nah! duh! what are girls for, if he will be in seminary for life? aint it bro?. .. thats james, a cutey cutey friend for life

Jasmin - oh well, salute Miss C.P.A, a girl blessed with the brain and wisdom of solomon,,,ooppsss, dont tell me im using figurative speec hyperbole , im just telling and giving whats due for a girl possessing such an awesome wits, added with the right determination! huh! thats raye, a girl in my world of past illusions! ,,, lolz

Jayanne - nah! my very first friendster! but the most unnoticed one ,,hehehe,,,thats jayanne, giving life to my friendster in its heyday


And thats the third installment of my friendster series, hope you will be there as i uncover the real person behind the facade of my friendster list!

life is simple, ironic it may seem because of the complexities it brought in.

FRIENDSTER part 2

The second part of my friendster series in my blogs, so if you're damn interested here it goes!


BondoCute - mmmm, he maybe cute, see his profile pic, its vic zhou! oh would you believe i have a friendster from a famed F4 group! , this is bondocute, a friendster who just pop up on my account !

Cathy - this lady is the epitome of the modern filipina. mmmm, beautiful, georgeous , brave, witty and of course IRONIC,,, i just love this girl's aura and wits. it can move heaven and earth and can outdo any other faces that may launch a thousand ships. A true blue ironic gal who is very active in my created yahoo group for our batch...Way to go Cathy! the girl!

Chel - very sophisticated man who continue his quest in this more sophisticated world. aha! chel, got the charm and mmm, the looks that may deceive you. this cool guy can be your great pal for life if you could be the real you. The fashionista who takes care of his skin more than his behavior...haha, whatever that means.... that is chel, a friend!

Chie - a wild girl in this wild world! huh! but hey take a second look and you will be able to be drawn to a conclusion that she is the right girl for you. A classy look with a demure looking face, a contrast to the personality that every ironic knew of her...MmMmmm , lets give this lady her due, and she can prove to anyone that she isnt the type of girl whom you can just be called 'ONE OF THOSE'...WELL, well, well, thats ironic chie, a wild ironic on the loose! lolz

Cromwell - whoa! mr. president ! a talented towered height guy whose leadership skills is par excellance. Whatever happen to him , that i dont know, he doesnt reply to my text message, doesnt attend to my calls, mmm, maybe busy with ... whatever! i just hope he will be the same cromy i knew way back in high school...thats cromwell, a true blooded ironic leader, a president in the making!

Cynthia - this girl used to be the little girl in the neighborhood, yet as years passed by, she eventually turned in to a dazzling lady of every mans dream, an ugly duckling turned into a swan. Great! she is now a manila girl and hope to see this girl very soon! thats cynthia, just someone from the neighborhood who can become SOMEONE in alta-sociodad in the future if given the chance!

Czarina - mmmmm, kapamilya yg modz, well, well, well, i hope i wont be banned by this modz especially by now that i seem to become the blackhorse in our yg ...hahaha...that ate cza!

Dayen - Sexy! sexy and sexy! oh lalala,, too hot to handle baby! i never imagined this girl to become this wild, lolz.... such maria clara way back in high school turned into an aggressive and more daring woman, huh! perfect for the hot summer romance,,,hehehe....thats dayen, an ironic mover in the ironic world!

Donna - huh! my friendster list is flooded with beautiful women, oh i love all of them...hahahaha, this beautiful creation of god is a head turner! such beauty queen height combined with angelic face, who would not dare to take a second look....thats donna, ironic beauty !

Edmilyn - never knew personally this girl yet i knew deep within that she's a girl that everyone will love. What with her Mellisa Ricks and Yasmien Kurdi combined looks, mmm, sam you deserve the limelight ! .... thats edmilyn, a star potential


there you have it folks, the second of my friendster series.... more to come in the coming posts.

life is simple, ironic it may seem because of the complexities it brought in.

JOHN GRISHAM's books

how i love i could own these book...maybe i can but one by one for it may eat up all what i have sweat...hehehe....or perhaps someone will give me, hey, wanna be the one...ill be thankful for the rest of my life...whoa!

The Last Juror2004


Bleachers2003


The King of Torts2003


The Summons2002


Skipping Christmas2001


A Painted House2001


The Brethren2000


The Testament1999


The Street Lawyer1998


The Partner1997


The Runaway Jury1996


The Rainmaker1995


The Chamber1994


The Client1993


The Pelican Brief1992


The Firm1991


A Time to Kill1989



life is simple, ironic it may seem because of the complexities it brought in.

Im hapi part 2

There are times that pretty small things can bring back that smile in you. yeah, im happy right now. A simple smile reciprocates smiles from my lips, a simple unorthodox stare created a feeling of highness...hmmmmmmm, im happy. How i wish i can be like this everyday in my life.

They say that things that makes you happy are valueless! and yeah, i agree, how about you, have you experience happiness for just a single day caused by a not so big deal things, person or event?

mmm, why not tell it to me then...hehhe........

im happy...i hope my readers too are...................



life is simple, ironic it may seem because of the complexities it brought in.

FRIENDSTER part 1

Friendster, a word created to signify friendship or anything that have to do with friends, well, at first , i dont have any idea what this friendster that a lot of people are talking about till one day i just bump into this things and was and still is hooked into it.

Now blogspot, my way of expressing whats within me, combining friendster and blogspot, heres the outcome.

Just thought of giving my friendster their due. I mean a form of appreciation that they became my friendsters for life... so lets start the ball rolling

-tina- she's a true blue ironic! a classmate way back in highschool. A girl with the great sense of fashion and style. The lady who rocks the campus with her awesome beauty, mmm, she did join Miss Loay pageant search.

AJ - A charming girl with lots of things to be unravel. Pretty much of book left unread , but if you try to peak each page, you'll be able to draw you attention to each and every line written all over, thats AJ a classmate way back in college.

AngelaNicole - lemme see, mmm, lemme refresh my memory, again , again, again, wait, i dont know this one, let me think again, oh well, i guess this is pam's friends or friendsters who happen to see me and was captured by my beauty...lolz....well Angela Nicole, lets have to deal things one by one.

Angelique - whoah! why are there lots of unknown creatures in my friendster! oh well, thats the essence of friendster to know everybody on the loose...hahah...Angelique, kinda cute name for such an angelic gurl!

Angelo - This is Gian bro, a groupmate in one of YG that i joined. A masscom stud who loves arts and paintings, ironic isnt it...anyways, what i like this friendster of mine is his wits, its just great to know people of the same frequency...hahaha...self serving! Thats Gian bro, a brother, a friend, a colleague, a smart buddy! wait im not promoting any!

Anthony Carlo - Again member of KYG, the best YG i ever joined where 200 post everyday you can read, mmm, what can i say about this guy, he's an awesome buddy who happen to be God's gift to women...am i justifying your look man? nah! whatever ! thats Tani, better known as Anthony Carlo

Avel - whew! pretty guy! hehe, i thought this was pam, for the latter uses this email add, but when i added it on my friendster, viola! a man in a womans name? grrrr, anyway, fyi , ironic reader, this is pam's boyfriend! thats Avel, pretty boy!

Bisaya - whoever created this account must be proud of his/her language, and i joined him/her in such quest, to promote the language from where i came forth. Bisaya, my language my life!

Bohol - Oh i miss my hometown, the beaches, the beautiful tourist spots, the chocolate hills, and now the Sagbayan Peak, Logarita Spring, Badiang Spring and many other spots that made Bohol the top tourist destination! Bohol, the land where i Belong... Bohol where people are best race ever , of course im bias on this one, fortunately my being bias cant be called as such technically for where really are great! Go Bohol, Soar High!

Bohol Connection - as if one account isnt enough, another Bohol account where the purpose is to connect each and every Boholano wherever they maybe around the Philippines and beyond. Connecting the bloodline of a true blue Boholano in this site called friendster, what a great way to meet your SANO AND SANA! maajong adlaw BOHOL

And thats the first part of my tribute to my friendsters out there...coming out soon is the continuation!


life is simple, ironic it may seem because of the complexities it brought in.

After A While
by : Veronica A. Shoffstall

After a while, you learn the subtle difference
Between holding a hand & chaining a soul,
And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning
And company doesn't mean security,
And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts
And presents aren't promises,
And you begin to accept your defeats
With your head up & your eyes open
With the grace of a woman, not the grief of a child,
And you learn to build all your roads on today
Because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans.
And futures have a way of falling down in midflight.
After a while, you learn
That even sunshine burns if you get too much.
So you plant your own garden & decorate your own soul;
Instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
And you learn that you really can endure...
That you are really strong.
And you really do have worth.
And you learn and learn...
With every goodbye you learn.

life is simple, ironic it may seem because of the complexities it brought in.

November 2, all souls day

I went to work very early. In fact i arrived at the office by 7:35 when office hours opens at 8:15, im 45 minutes earlier! mmm, early bird.

But then seconds after seconds, minute after minutes, hours passed, nobody came! I am alone in the office, doing my daily routine.

Well i did check my boss emails, my personal emails, my yahoo groups and my blogspot. After doing all these computer works, nobody came still!

Have i not heard correctly my boss when he said, see you again this tuesday?

Confused minds,,,mmm what am I doin in the office alone? Am i too workholic nowadays that even if holidays, im still on work. I dont want to think myself that way.

Maybe its my gf that i have to blame,,,hehe,,excuse me honey... its because she told me on the phone last saturday that November 2 is already a working day. My cuzn shoy also comes to work now, but why the hell im alone? Where are all the people?

The answers to these questions will be tomorrow for sure. The problem now is that I cant call or even text my officemates to ask their whereabouts because my phone is CHECK OPERATOR SERVICES! grrrrrrrrrrrr... my other sim, sun cellular is already expired, i have to wait for the office to give me bucks to buy for call and text unlimited sun cell card. huh!

What shall i do now?

After hours of contemplating, i have decided to walk away from the office, I closed it and flew away from boredom.

You guys, what do you think the reasons why Im alone in the office...mmmm, kinda silly question.

life is simple, ironic it may seem because of the complexities it brought in.

HAPI HALWIN

no WOrk , mmm, kinda great, but it doesnt mean that i have to sit on the couch watch tv and just relax, this day is dedicated for all the loveones who have departed from us, oh well that would be tomorrow to be specific for today is for all the saints out there in eternal heaven.

I miss all of my love ones who are now destined to their life after life. I just hope they have found their place in heaven and are now happy joining the glory of their creator. Its just too sad to think that I wont be able to see them again in flesh other than photos of them while they are still alive.

My grandfather - i may not have lots of memories of you, but i know you were a great lolo i ever had

my mommie nene - thank you for all the help you gave me, I know you work hard enough to help me and my siblings, you may not knew it, but deep inside me burst the flame of happiness and gratitude for God gave us someone like you who helped us until the very end. I may not have said this, late it may seem, nevertheless,,THANK YOU!

my father - i may not have see you ever in my adulthood nor in my childhood for you have left us when i was still young, young to grasp whats happening in my surroundings, i knew, you did your best to be the best father that you could be.

my mother - THANK YOU's and any other words of gratitude will not suffice how i felt for your tireless effort to do your mother-father role for us your siblings, but i knew very well that you did your best to fulfill your responsibilities, you may not be the perfect mother in the eyes of the world, but for me, you still are. Thank you for the love and care and i hope to see you soon in heaven above. I love you and I truly miss you. I may not be the best child you really deserve, but i did try to be one, aint i?

and all my departed loveones and all the souls who have trek their way towards the Almighty , I hope you will find the everlasting peace!@




life is simple, ironic it may seem because of the complexities it brought in.